Recently Pussycat Doll band member Carmit Bachar, said that it was Nicole Scherzinger‘s battle with bulimia AND her solo career ambitions that were the main reasons behind the split.
The first ever time Nicole talked about her bulimia was in 2012 so unless she told the other girl about her troubles they would not have know until the world found out last year.
This is what the redhead had to say:
“It’s quite scary but obviously that can affect you deeply, emotionally obviously there are things there that need to be dealt with too but we were working so hard so we didn’t think.
I might be stupid and oblivious to things, but I didn’t see any of [the eating disorder]. Obviously people who have disorders like that are very good at hiding it. I feel stupid though not knowing. We were so close and I was shocked. I thought how could you hide that? We would go out together, go to dinners, label dinners, and we’d all eat and I mean when do you have time to do that? I don’t understand it.”
Then she went on in talking about Nicole’s self-propelled push into the spotlight:
“She’s ambitious and she’s driven and she wanted to have her solo career. We were made very aware of that. I was never thinking about a lead, to me a group is a group, so I thought it was gonna be more of like all of us. We didn’t think it was going to veer to being as much of Nicole as it did. We thought of her as being the lead vocalist and spearheading the situation but then it really became a separation between us.”
Nicole Scherzinger has never really been happy with her body but now the singer has spoke out about her troubles and said that she was not comfortable until she was in her 30s!
Scherzinger also went on to talk about when she developed bulimia and was really self-conscious but nwo she has changed that all around.
This is what she had to say:
On her body:
”My whole life until I hit my 30s. I was very conscious of my body. I started working out like a crazy person. I would run and run and run until I couldn’t run anymore.”
On developing bulimia:
”I was really so embarrassed, I’d never talked about it. My mum didn’t even know about it until they had to interview her. I was too ashamed to tell anybody. [My mum] cried for a long time, but I think in some weird way, she battled with similar things as well, when she was young with her insecurities. I think she could relate so she wasn’t so hard on me.”
On how she’s happy with herself now:
”I’m really happy because it’s in my past now, but initially I was like, ‘I’m so stupid, no one is going to understand, why am I coming out with this, I’m truly naked and exposed and they’ll see me for all my flaws. And it wasn’t until I saw my tweets when I was in London that I cried and cried and cried. I was like, ‘Oh my gosh, people are actually getting to see me.’ But when they see you for all your flaws they think, ‘She’s just like me.’ You feel a connection. You don’t feel so alone.”
Nicole Scherzinger latest song is called Boomerang and looks like it’s going to be big hit.
The singer stopped of to perform on The Jonathan Ross Show to perform her latest tune.
Have a look at the video above.
Nicole Scherzinger has said that she thinks she would be a lot more successful if she was a bit more sluttier!
This is what the X Factor judge said:
“With these kind of songs, I don’t feel I have to justify myself to anyone,”
“I come from the most religious family – my grandfather is a priest – and if they support me in all this, and they do, then I’m okay.
“I’m being sassy and classy; I’m having fun. I’m not coming from a dark place.
“To be honest with you, I sometimes wish I were more slutty. I’d probably be a lot more successful if I were.”
By the sounds of things Nicole Scherzinger has not listend to what the other Pussycat Dolls have had to say about her.
The singer/ X Factor judge has siad that she would like her and all of the girls to get back together!
This is what the singer had to say:
“I love the girls, I miss them, I wish them the best. I don’t see why it wouldn’t be possible sometime in the future. But right now I’m really excited for all the hard work I put into my music to get that out.”
Nicole Scherzinger is getting ready to release her new music video on Thursday but now a preview of the video has been posted online.
The track was produced by will.i.am, with Ben Mor in charge of directing the music video.
Have a look at the preview above.