Cyndi Lauper: ‘I Wanted To Kill Myself’
Cyndi Lauper has recently talked out about her depression and said that after a career break in the late eighties she even considered killing herself.
Lauper talked about her rise from poverty and a violent upbringing to become a pop singer. Sge fell into a deep depression after her fame went down when she was living in a hotel room in New York City.
She said:
“I had come so far but felt like I had failed. I disappointed the record company because I didn’t come home with an armful of awards like they expected. It was always like that; it was never enough. It was such a dark time for me. When I was living in that hotel I was two steps off of that balcony.
“I would go to the studio and then sit in my dark room and drink vodka. I had to spend most of my time alone. I was grieving. I thought the sadness would never go away. The only thing that always prevented me from suicide is that I never wanted a headline to read, ‘Girl who wanted to have fun just didn’t’.”
Cyndi left home at 17 after her dad abused her and her sister.
One Direction’s Harry Styles Spotted Out With A Beer And A Blondes!
Over the weekend Harry Styles was spotted out having a beer with his best friend Nick and and some Blondes!
He was still nursing his hang over from celebrating fellow band member Liam’s birthday on Saturday night!
His head could not have been too sour as he had a big smile on his face for most of the time he was at the pub.!
One Direction Boys Keeping Body Fit and Healthy!

The One Direction lads have been keeping fit and healthy just lately!
They have been keeping their skin to perfection recently and they have also started a modified diet plan!
They are under strict orders to drink vitamin-filled vegetable drinks to help improve their complexions as the thick stage make-up they wear on tour is causing them to break out.
Here’s what a source is saying:
“The make-up they constantly wear on stage affects their skin - Harry in particular is prone to terrible spots. The way their management is coping with this is to give the boys three big vegetable drinks a day which are full of vitamins. The lads are already sick of their health drinks but they know they have to have them.”
Unfortch, the boys won’t be giving up junk food in conjunction with the healthy drinks — which we think would help even more with the complexion.
The source continued:
“When they’re rehearsing for hours on end the boys almost always have takeaway pizza and Harry is a sucker for Chinese takeaways. The boys have agreed to have their smoothies to help with the spots, but they won’t be giving up fast food.”
Aww its good to see they have perfect skin anyways lol.
The boys love to keep themselves in tip top condition maybe for all their female fans
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Amy Winehouse’s Dad Reflects On Her Addiction
Mitch Winehouse the father of Amy Winehouse has written a memoir about Amy called Amy, My Daughter, and how he could never really get into Back In Black because of everything she was singing about.
It was about her ex, Fielder-Civil, whom Mitch blames for his daughter’s descent into alcohol and drugs.
Here’s what he said:
“Long before Amy was an addict, no one could tell her what to do. Once she became an addict, her stubbornness just got worse. There were times when she wanted to be clean, but the times when she didn’t outnumbered them.”
Its so sad its nearly coming up a year since she sadly passed away. We still cant believe that shes no longer with us she was such a great talent.
Rihanna’s Friends Want Her In Rehab
You might remeber we told you about Rihanna was on a IV drip and she was combat the flu… which is wonderful to hear! We are so happy it wasn’t alarger, more serious illness.
But that’s not all!!
Some of the singers friends want her to go into rehab as her partying ways are just getting out of control.
Here’s what some of those friends are saying:
“She’s actually a very lonely girl … she gets fed up with sitting in her hotel room, so she goes out drinking.”
“When Chris got the tattoo, Rihanna freaked out. She’s been obsessed with the thought that he’s going to marry Karrueche and she’ll never be able to get back with him. She’s heartbroken and in a bad place … she’s been numbing the pain with alcohol.”
“She says she’s having fun, but it’s clear she’s acting out because she’s in a lot of emotional pain. Everyone is telling her to slow down and think about therapy, or even rehab.”
“Nobody wants her to end up like her father, or worse, turn out to be a tragic figure like Whitney Houston. But that’s what’s going to happen if she doesn’t take some action furious because it’s extremely rare for to save herself — fast.”
All of her friends just want whats best for the singer as they know best dont they!!
If she does end up in rehab we will support that too.








